Mad Again

Ok just a little sidebar here, I just spent 30 mins doing most of this entry which was INCREDIBLY LONG and then my comp crapped out and it ALL disappeared! AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Ok well anyway I had another run in with Litchford. Thats why im incredibly mad. But i'll get to that in a bit I wanna talk about the rest of the day first.

Well Spanish was fun today. Were learning past tense and we had to get a partner and retell the story in spanish using past tense, but the thing is, we had to retell to the class. And we couldnt take any notes, only use pics. So I was gonna be partners with Megan W and then Hunter tapped me on the shoulder and goes u wanna be partners with me and Robby? And I looked at Megan and go they need help, they dont know what they're doing, and Megan goes well forget them lol but she was partners with Krissy I think. I still love u Megan!!!! So I got to work with those 2. That was a trip.

They have no idea what's going on lol. So there like ok what do we do? And I have to admit im a bit lost in all this past tense stuff since we just started it Tuesday. So im honestly nervous helping them I think it was b/c there guys. And ure prob thinking why would u be nervous around guys?? Well one ive never talked to one of them, 2 b/c one of them im practically in love with, and 3 b/c while im helping them the entire time i have to look them in the eye. It was a little more ackward with Hunter, b/c I dont think he knew who I was. But with Robby I was SO nervous b/c his eyes are GORGEOUSLY blue and he knows I like him, so I have that stuck in my head the everytime I talk to him, he knows. But it turns out we never had to talk anyway so it didnt matter.

Ok on to Litchford. So I ask the other day what my average was and he goes 76, u have a 0 on something. And I go A 0????? And I was pretty sure what it was so i didnt worry about it, i'll make it up later. So then I tell my dad about it and he said he wasnt too concerned about the 0 since he knows I always do my work, he was more concerned about Litchford. So he said talk to him. Which I did.

So I go in and go straight to his desk and I go I need the work I have a 0 on. And he goes it doesnt matter its too late, grades have already gone out. And I go i know, i wanna change it so it wont be a 0 on report cards. And he mumbles something as usual and he goes I dont know what the assignment was. And I go u have all these grades and u dont know what they go to? Cause if u look on his computer, he has everyone's grades, but not what the work was.


So I go I know what the work is, I have it done and in my binder with me. And he goes get it out. So I hunt for it and find it. And he goes there were 3 other assignments with this. And I go yeah u've graded them. And he goes get them out. I FLIPPED OUT CAUSE WHY THE H*** WOULD HE NEED TO SEE THEM IF HE ALREADY HAS A GRADE FOR THEM?!?!?!?! But I go and hunt in my binder for about 10 mins for it. And ure prob thinking if u have it why did it take so long? Thats b/c I knew I had it. I keep everything given back to me and put it in order in my binder cause I hate being messy. But I couldnt find it cause I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE ASSIGNMENT WAS!!!!! Well I remember what i did, but i didnt know what the bookwork was or what w/s they were cause weve done a million since last month. And I continued to argue with him, I was like ok I had a 0 in Chemistry, Mrs. Taylor let me turn the assignment in for a late grade, why cant u? And he goes cause im not Mrs Taylor. And while this is all going on, Robby is over at his desk going Get mad Cortney, yell at him, get angry, kill him! Get pissed off! And I had the biggest smile on my face and I go Shut up Robby! sarcastically *died while smiling*.


So heres the thing. The assignment was some bookwork and 3 w/s'. So on the bookwork I got a 92, and he said the w/s were an effort grade. He said if u did them all u got a 100 and if u didnt u got a 0. Thats what the zero was. It was a zero b/c on the top of the w/s it said IN CLASS project. So i distinctly remember asking him if this was due in class? ANd he goes yes. But the thing is we didnt do it in class, so I assumed it wasnt homework.

So finally I find what I think is the work and hold it up in front of his face and he goes its too late.
ALL I WANNA DO IS TURN IN THE W/S SO IT WONT BE A 0 ANYMORE! I WOULDN'T OF CARED IF IT WAS A 50, I DIDNT WANT A 0 ANYMORE! I DID THE WORK, IT WAS LATE, SO WHAT, GIVE ME A F****N GRADE AND SATISFY ME!

I told my dad and he said it wasnt a big deal since he knows I always do my work and a few points didnt matter as long as it didnt effect my grade borderline. If I had an 83 and that woulda given me an 85, i'm gonna complain. My dad said he'll have some words for him.

And then I was in a foul mood all class and Troy was scared of me lol. He was like shes gonna beat me down over here! lol and then I wasnt saying anything cause i'd calmed down some and Jenna goes why are u upset? And i do why would i be upset? And she goes cause ure face is all red. And that surprised me. Cause u all know I dont usually get REALLY mad. I havent been REALLY mad in a long time. I usually am never mad cause im used to taking crap from everyone. U all know I hear BSB stuff 24/7, it doesnt bother me anymore. But i think im on an anger streak, i was REALLY mad yesterday as I told u before.


But then we had a pep rally today for some odd reason and it was a short one, so i thought I wonder if my dad is here? Cause i didnt wanna stay. So he was there and I just left lol. I didnt stay for it cause no one woulda known I was gone anyway so I left at 2:45 haha lol. That made my day better.