Fun fun

I had the best time last night with Kimi! omgosh fun! Ok so we get there and I was the first one there and then kimi gets there and she had awesome fake nails! They had flowers and like a jewel in the middle, they were really groovy. Then Jillian came and she looked ADORABLE! She wore these awesome glitter pants, and a tank top. Really cute. Then Megan got there and she looked so country! It was so cute! She wore overalls and her hair in braids. It was so cute. Ok then kimi's mom said when they put their name on the list, that they asked for the cutest waiter and told them it was her bday lol. Then we were sitting outside and I was gonna ask Kimi's mom if she knew anything about Sean and before I could ask anything, she goes now girls tell me about the gossip and who likes who and stuff now. lol! I was like woah! So I asked her about Sean, and she said he's quiet and used to date John Terrell's sister. But she dumped him, I think she said she used him. What a loser she was! She lost a good one. She said he's real shy and she thinks he has a brother or sister going into 6th grade or somewhere around there, and he plays baseball (but I already knew that). Well then they called us so we went to our table and we had a cute waiter too! And guess what his name was? SEAN! AAHH!!!! lol! And when he came back with our drinks, Kimi's mom goes now girls whats our waiters name? And I go SEAN! lol! And when we were sitting there they called Davis party of 5. Jillian freaked! And we didnt think it was them, then she saw his dad. lol! omgosh we were paranoid all night! And we saw his mom and Caleb too but no Jason or Jeremy. Then towards the end of dinner, Sean brought a ice cream cake thing our for kimi and got a chair to shout out to everyone. And he yelled the loudest so the entire resteraunt could hear. lol. And he goes this is Kimi, she's turning 15, and she's looking for a hott date! lol! Then we left and went and saw Mummy 2, and it was awesome! And then there were some rednecks 2 rows in front of us and we thought they were smoking pot or something but were not sure. Spurling said that friday at the football game that she talked to SEAN! At the snack line thing! She said next time she'll introduce me to him lol. yay!

Aahhh I'm in la la land!

ok I have new news about my hottie in the hall! ok so of course I went the long way to History this morning and I saw my man (YES). Then Megan W. said when she was walking into the history room that she ran into him! Like ran or bumped into him! NOT FAIR! OMGOSH! And omgosh he looked the hottest today than he has all year! He was wearing blue jeans, white button up shirt, tie, and gelled hair ( HAIR GEL! LOL! ) OMGOSH HOTTNESS! Even Megan W. said he looked good! lol! Well then she walked with me down the hall after History on my way to 3rd period and he was at his locker ( that was the whole reason I went that way was to see him at his locker). Well she thought it would be funny to make me bump into him too, so she pushed me hard so I would fall on him! But I caught my feet before I did, so he didnt see anything. Omgosh I beat her! Then I said I was going to make eye contact with him today and after lunch Megan was walking with me and he was walking down the hall our way, and she goes Cortney look! and smiled. And I looked at him and HE LOOKED AT ME!! OMGOSH!!!!! But sometime next week im gonna try again and make it last longer. And then before lunch we were looking at the yearbook from 99'-01' and he was in there and his name is SEAN ------------. So he goes by Sean and not by ADAM. Sean Adam ------------. Yes hottness! And he plays baseball! I told ashley s. to see if he comes to the football game and to tell me what he's wearing if he does. Fun Fun.

Yes Bootylicious!

ok now im SUPER STOKED!!!!!!! Ok, today at school I had just sat down in Bible class and I had been watching to see if Adam would walk by. Well he did I think. I saw the last bit of his head and backpack and his hair looked geled so I was like Yah Baby! lol. Well then I go the long way to History to see if I can see him. Then I see him, and I'm walking to history and I end up right behind him! No one else in between! Yes! That man is tall! And Hott!!!! Well then Whitney (goes to my church) said hey SHAWN! And she was talking to him b/c she grabbed his shoulders. So his first name is Shawn, but im not sure what he goes by! So now im confused. So im gonna ask Whitney if she knows him well and i'll find out all I can about him. Well then after lunch I was going to Algebra and his locker is right next to my algebra class!!!!!!! AAAHHH!!!!! And I walk by and since he has a bottom locker he's bending over! Yes! BUTT SHOT! lol! Then after school since I didnt have vball practice I went back to the h/s after chorus to see if I could find him. Well I went to my locker and I told Jillian to look for him b/c she was waiting to go to her locker b/c Daniel was sitting there lol. Well I got done with my books and was standing there and Megan hit me on the back and said there he goes, and he walked out the door. So me and her ran out and he turned right to go to the parking lot. Well me and Megan walked SUPER SLOW, and watched him go to the parking lot and I was gonna try and find his car. Then finally he stops and he has a white SUV, but im not for sure but Megan said he stopped there and put his stuff in so I dunno. HOTTNESS!!!!!! AAHHH!!! Good Day! Well i got up at 5:15 to curl my hair and it was adorable when it was all done and brushed with hair spray and when I got to school it turned wavy and flat. So then everyone thought I put waves in it! lol! But it was still cute, just wavy and POOFY!. I wanted it to be curly until Adam saw it just once, but I think he did so no biggie! lol! And now im gonna try and make eye contact with him for once lol! yes! Staring at each other. Woah im crazy I know. BSB!!!!!!

??????

Well not much has happened since Monday. Well I thought I had found out my man's last name but it turns out it wasnt him so he came in 10th grade so i'll look in the new yearbooks whenever they come in. Well anyway Spurling was squeezed in between me and kelly on tuesday at lunch lol. Well she was like buggin the crap out of me like Do u want me to ask him a question for u???? Like she wanted to and I was just like no cause I didnt really care and so I threatened her lol but she said she was gonna go get a napkin and I let her cause it was almost time to leave. So she lied to me and stops right there and it was time to leave so we left lol and she asked where he lived and I heard one of them say In the ghetto, get away! lol! Then they said East Brainerd. I wanna know if he plays any sports? hmmm, I wonder. Well Megan W. said that she saw his backpack and his initials are SAC, So his last name starts with a C like me! yes! Now I think he's gonna think that there are these little freshmen girls that are obsessed with him cause we ask him questions at lunch lol. Well then they do hit on Hope and Spurling everyday and they talked to Megan W today too lol. I think he's in the reject group lol. I dont care though. I found out his locker # too! Yes! Bottom locker, bottom locker, bottom locker, like me! I wish he would gel his hair though. It looks better like that. Oh well he's still a hottie. lol. We got our vball uniforms today! yay! They are blue shorts with Lady bucs in cursif on the bottom and our shirts are white with our #'s and lady bucs on the front and #'s on the back. Well I ordered an XL shirt and shorts and I got the shirt in XL but they only got 2 XL shorts and 4 girls ordered them! and Im the smallest of them so I got a large and they fit fine, but there really SHORT, I feel like a cheerleader! No one wants to see my fat legs! lol! But there really cute so no biggie. I lost 2 1/2 pds in 1 day! Omgosh! After dinner last night I went and walked 2 miles and I lost that much this morning so im going to walk again in a minute. Well gtg bye!

Awesome Day!

omgosh today was awesome! I dont even care that its monday I had a wonderful day! Ok well I was at lunch and my hottie in the hall sat facing me again today (oh yeah) And Megan W. was telling Brittany C. that I liked him and stuff and that I didnt know his name and was dying to find out. So Brittany was gonna ask him! (omgosh help me). So i grabbed her shirt at the arm as hard as i could and threatened her if she said anything I would make her look like crap in front of Nick! lol but that didnt work b/c she doesnt like him anymore lol. Well when I got done threatening her I let go of her shirt and I left a knuckle print or shirt grab mark on her arm lol. Well ya know what she did? She yells at one of her guy friends who was sitting near him and goes " Hey Matt! Whats the guys name in the blue and white striped shirt?" I was like omgosh im going to die! Then he goes Adam! Then immediately Brittany turns to me and goes, ' Cortney, his name's Adam!' omgosh i could feel my face turn red cause it got hott. And then she told me a few mins ago that he smiled after she asked! lol! YES! Score! LOL! Well i'll write if anything else happens with him. Oh by the way he has a bottom locker too! yes! I need to find out his locker #!

Shopping.

Ok today I went to church and there planning a ski trip on January 5-7 or something and im going! but the thing is u cant miss more than 8 absenses from church or u cant go. So u have to read and fill our ure lesson thingy and turn it in on sunday morning to ure teacher. Then the more absenses u have the more ure trip costs! So if u miss 0 or 1 then its like 125$ then like 20$ up everytime! So im definately not missing many! Its in West Virginia so its like 9 or 10 hours away and i cant wait to go! i've never skied before so i'll be like beginner or intermediate lol. After church I went to the mall with mom! She doesnt have to use her walker or crutches anymore but she still has to go to therapy to build her leg back up so she doesnt limp anymore. She'll start working again next monday. Well when we were at the mall I got 3 polo shirts for school and we went and looked at the jackets for winter. Well I was looking and then Mrs. Young and Marianne were there and started talking to mom and they talked for like 10 mins. Then Brittany M. came by when my mom was talking and she hit me lol. Then I started looking at my coat and Hope and her mom walked by! So I yelled HOPE! And she stopped and looked around and goes someone is calling me lol. And i talked to hope for 10 mins and my mom talked to her mom about hair and stuff lol. And I must of looked stupid talking to hope cause I had on this big grey coat lol, Hope must of thought I was crazy lol. Then we went and I got a belt which is awesome cause it has a studded buckle! Groovy! then we left and went to sonic, yeah! Fave place to eat man! Then we went to Bi-Lo and got food for tonight cause we had hamburgers and hot dogs and mamaw and papaw came over and ate with us. And I was gonna go walk and when I got outside it started sprinkling! So im going to tomorrow. gtg bye!

ARG!

omgosh im going to go insane because of morgan. Ok i was online and i was already mad at her. Then she ims me and goes guess what and i go what. She said shes the varsity vball manager now and mrs heleton said she could play some too and practice with us. HOW STUPID CAN MORGAN BE! Shes never played vball before like i have and has no idea how much strength it takes and has no idea what shes getting herself into. One thing is she didnt have to go through all the crap I had to to even make the team. She doesnt play vball she plays basketball. Thats her sport and this is mine. SHe didnt go to camp for a week and a jam her finger. She didnt have practice for 2 weeks with a scraped up knee ( all b/c of her), and she didnt even go to tryouts. Thats crap. And she was the one who hurt my chances of even making the vball team in the first place! She was the one being retarded and tripped me at registration and didnt even bother helping me up. All she did was laugh at me. So since she tripped me i couldnt slide. And since i couldnt slide i couldnt dig, and since i couldnt dig i couldnt hit alot of the vballs so then it looks like i cant play at all so then i might not of made the team period. omgosh i am so mad right now. She didnt jam her finger and still play. She didnt dig with a bad knee. She didnt cry 4 times in one day last year thinking she wasnt gonna make the vball team for the next year, and ya know what i did ALL THOSE THINGS AND MORE. OMGOSH SOMEONE SHOOT ME NOW. not cool. so not cool.

Volleyball!

I MADE THE VOLLEYBALL TEAM!!!!!! OMGOSH!!!!! AAHHHH!!!!!!! See I got to school and just dropped my stuff and walked to the gym. Well when I got there it wasnt posted on either doors or the other gym. So I go back and Allison said like 5 mins later lets go see lol. So we went again and Morgan followed us which was ridiculous, and I asked why are u going since u dont play vball? and she goes i'm going where allison is going. How retarded is that? Im like so mad at her. All she wants to do is hang out with Allison and they are NOTHING ALIKE AT ALL. I saved her a seat Tuesday at lunch and lunch was terrible! I had to pick a seat out and everyone was spread out everywhere! So i managed to find a seat and like 7 people came by and they could of sat by me but I said no cause I was saving it for Morgan. Well since the lines were 5 miles long there was like 10 mins left in lunch when she finally got her food, so I was like finally, cause I was tired of saving the seat. So she just looks at me from far away and mumbles shes gonna sit with allison! I was so POED! OMGOSH HOW RUDE IS THAT? I took the time to save her a seat and lots of my friends wanted to sit there next to me and I blew them off for Morgan. That was stupid of me to do that for her. Shes known Allison for like 3 weeks and me since she was 5. That was so mean of her. I AM SO MAD AT HER. And this morning she said hey to me and I didnt look at her cause I was putting my bag on the shelf so I waved backwards at her and someone said she said to them " shes mad at me " well ya know what? I AM. And she only says hi to me once a day and doesnt say anything else to me all day. Well Allison will dump her when she gets tired of her and she'll come crawling back to me cause she wont know anyone else and im gonna say sorry Morgan u blew me off and I have other friends so please dont bother me. I dont care of its mean she was mean to me. Her pants are too tight too cause it makes her butt look bigger. Well back to volleyball. Mrs Heleton had just gotten there when we got to the gym and she posted it, and ALL THE JV MADE IT! Thats 12 people! AAAHHHH!!!!!! Thats way too many people! They should of cut more. like 3 people or something, to make the JV have only likr 9 or 10 people not 12. Thats a whole seperate team my gosh. Well I dont care cause I could of been one of those 3 or 4. We get our uniforms Monday! Thats if they come in and they pass them out. I'm # 1! OMGOSH I HAVE 3 HOTTIES!!!!!!!!!!! AAAHHHH!!!!! Ok one is JD, 2nd is BW, and my 3rd( which is my fave I dont know his name!) I dont know his name! AAHHH!!!! He's real tall, like 6'2 or 6'3, thin, almost black hair or dark brunette, braces, and hes a junior. And Megan is gonna bring me her yearbook from 7th grade for me to see if hes in there so I can find his name. And usually everyday at lunch he sits at the table next to us and today he sat facing me away from the rest of the cafeteria and I HAD PERFECT VIEW OF HIM! AAAHH!!!!! HOTTNESS!!! Hope was right in front of him, and I go Hope dont move ure head! And she sat there for about 5 secs and ate her lunch and moved her mouth but didnt move her head as a joke, then moved it over right in front of him and Jillian did too on purpose. lol. I have the best friends lol. And then after lunch upstairs in the hall, I stood right next to him!!!!!! AAAHHH!!!! YES! Hottness!!!! And I thought he wasnt here today cause he was at his table, but then he comes over to the table near us where u get ketchup and mustard and stuff and I go OMGOSH THERE HE IS! lol! I was physched! And I stopped looking at him so it didnt look like I was staring and Jillian goes Cortney look, and I go no, and she goes Cortney look now. So I took her advice and looked and he was facing opposite of me and I had a buttshot! YES! HOTTNESS!!!! Bootylicious! He has a nice one too, but not as nice as AQUA! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! I MISS HIM SO MUCH! I want him to visit now! wow this is a long journal entry. I havent written like a week though. Well i have to go get my current event. bye.

Boring Day.

I am bored out of my mind. I would like to go to volleyball practice right now cause that means I am doing something. It's early today too. It starts at 3:00-4:30 so it's short today. They gave us a schedule yesterday and it has like 9 games on there and 5 of them are play days which dont count as games i think. And the V schedule is like all the way down the page! Well then they said that from now on there gonna push us harder so this is like tryouts. And they said that from camp all the way up till next week it's been tryouts somewhat. And there gonna post the team Wednesday! AAHHH!!! My name better be on the list or im going to cry forever. Omgosh yesterday my knee killed and I wasnt gonna slide at all and of course yesterday we had to do digging ALL PRACTICE. Well I decided to try it and it hurt so much! I started crying! But i decided to suck it up and dig for the rest of the practice cause I wanna make the team more than ANYTHING! But once I got started it didn't hurt that much. I GOT MY SERVES OVER!!! AAHHH!!!!! We did serving at the very end of practice and I think I served like 12 or 13 times and I got like 9 or 10 of em over! Hard serves too with a flat palm! But the ones I missed were over the net but they got hit out. So I was so happy! I was skipping along for my next turn lol. I got 2 people to take moo to her m/s classes! Jillian has science with her so she said she'd take her and hang out with her, and Kris has art with her and he likes her so he said he'd take her anyway. So I'm happy! yay! Spurling said she might trade lockers with me! yay! She has a top one but she doesnt wanna be next to jim and all those people again lol. So shes gonna look at it and see if she likes it or not. I REALLY dont want a bottom locker! I'm too tall! Ahhh practice is soon I gotta leave in an hour and 15 mins so im gonna go! bye!

Long time no update.

Woah! I have not updated this in 2 months! dude im lazy i know. lol. Well let's see whats happened to me since june 12th. AJ went into rehab. Hope called me and said they had huge bsb news on trl and i started crying before trl even came on. Cried for an hour and a half listening to BSB music. I have taken and I still am taking all the " AJS IN REHAB! HAHAHA!!!! BSB ARE BREAKING UP! " crap. And i'm sure it will continue to come from all my friends and people i dont even know. fun. On a brighter note I lost 12 pds! Yay! And people think I look thinner! Its awesome! I will be thin in 28 more pds! yay! Then i'll get my braces off at xmas (hopefully) and then i'll be cute and thin and tall and blonde and get a b/f! But i'm not gonna press my luck lol. I went to vball camp! Not as fun as I had expected. It was Monday 7pm-10pm and i didn't get done until 10:30 so I didnt get home till 11:00-11:15, had to take the shortest shower I have ever taken and then go to bed and get up at 7 and go tuesday-thursday from 9-10 pm! ALL DAY! But the JV did get 2nd place in the tournament. We played temple and we beat them the day before! We played like poo. But it's ok no big deal. Its not like it counted in the season anyway. Well this week we've had vball practice all this week and we havent had tryouts yet! And were gonna have practice next week too! So i don't even know if were gonna have tryouts, besides everyone already picked their uniform size and # b/c we got completely new uniforms. They are white shirts with blue sleeves. And the sleeves have 2 white stripes on them and the shirt has 2 blue strips on them. And the shorts are blue with 2 white strips, and its gonna say lady bucs on the front with our # and our # on the back. I wanted 99 but we couldnt go over 50 so they called and said I had to pick another # so I gave them 4. I gave them 1, 14, 25, 36. So i'm # 1. Yay! lol. We had registration yesterday at school and our party the day before. Heres the thing. I didnt wanna go to the party and Morgan begged me too so I went and I was gonna spend the night with her and they were gonna take me to registration with them and I was gonna show them around. Well at moo's house we did Richard Simmons workout tapes! lol! It was so funnny! And i finally said " Hey moo, do u ever notice that he has all the same people in all his videos and none of them look any thinner. lol!" we cracked up! Then we went to hardees the next day and went to register. And here are my classes: 1) Girl's Bible (9th and 10th 2gether)2) History 3) Spanish 4) acc. english 5) Algebra 6)Biology 7) girls chorus. Fun fun. I have 1 class with moo! 1! 3 with jillian and tudor! yay! 1 with kelly and emmy and none with spurling and hope! NONE! AAHHH!!!!! Its ok though b/c I didnt have any with Hope last year and she's one of my best friends and we only saw each other before school and during lunch, thats when we talked, so I guess we'll do that again lol. And Spurling HATES Drew now, she like despises him. She already has a new b/f, and he has a new g/f her names Courtney! lol! Well let's see Its gonna be Spurling, Jessica, and Morgan, they are all gonna sit by me at lunch lol. More people! yay! lol I want more friends! I can't ever have enough! yay! We have 13 new people this year too! And theres this hot blonde guy and he's like drew l. all over again lol. But Drew's ALOT cuter. Well when we were at registration me and moo were walking to the middle school and we were walking next to each other and she ACCIDENTALLY ( i think) tripped me! I fell and of course I had to have my ripped jeans on that dont have ANY cloth on my knees. So I fell and I tried to catch myself with my hands but that just scraped my hands. So my entire left knee looks like its bleeding all the time and my elbow is scratched up along with my hands. And now I cant slide in vball! THANK U MORGAN! And then instead of helping me up, she laughed at me. Laughed at me! Mom went upstairs! We were so happy but not as happy as she was! She's washed herself and stuff downstairs but couldnt take a shower, and the first thing she did was take a shower! So now she goes up whenever she wants to! Go mom! She'll start work the 3 week of school. I know she can't wait to drive. Well thats alot of info! Oh by the way I have a stupid BOTTOM LOCKER! AAHHH!!!! I'm too tall to have a bottom locker! I've always had a top! not fair! I won't go there much anyway, so it's not a big deal.