We won! We're Going To State!

WE WON! WOOOO!!!! WE WON 39 TO 8!!!! We whooped em! Ok i'll talk about the game in a min but im gonna tell u about my pre-game work i had to do lol. Well I was bored ALL day but then I had to start getting ready at 4:30, even though we were leaving at 6:00, but we left earlier than that. But anyway it took me so long cause I curled my hair. ALL of it. Into little spirals. Ok it took me an hour (which i knew it would) to curl all of my head, each piece 4 times each. I had to curl the bottom, then the section above that and so on until i got to the top of my head. It took a while, but it looked pretty. But anyway I ran out of time and couldnt finish getting ready. I was dressed and I had to throw on all my makeup, i couldnt even do my eyeliner. And then I didn't have time to finish curling the other half of my head. Well it was curly, but the roots werent cause they were the last, so I couldnt finish them. And I couldnt put my clip in! I had a pretty butterfly clip to put in and I had to wait and put it in when I got there. Ok that's my pre-game work lol.

Ok now we got to the game and I looked and found Jillian and Christin in the 3rd row, GOOD seats. Woo well I had to fix my hair, so I got Jillian to go to the bathroom with me. And Jillian was SO fascinated with the handmotion papertowels lol. I must admit they were pretty groovy though lol. So we go and sit back down and the game starts. They start POUNDING US. I was like oh no, were gonna lose bad. But then we started to actually play, well too. So we score, 6 to 0. Then they score 6 to 6. Then they get the extra 2 points, 6 to 8. And then we just pretty much killed them the rest of the game. 39 to 0. But anyway 3 people got hurt. Will H, Tyler M, and Jason D. I was like NO WE NEED WILL! Cause he got hurt at the beginning of the game. But he was fine. We think Cloudland was purposely trying to hurt him, which is smart so he couldnt play. But I think Jason got hurt the worst cause he was on crutches.

But anyway ok me and Christin are cheering all night and all and yelling stuff. And Jillian was next to me and then Allison, Amber, Krissy, Brandon, and Christin on the other side of me. Well Robby would get a great play or something and the announcers would call his name out over the intercom. And the first time they called his name out, I suddenly screamed at the top of my lungs "YEAH!" and people turned around and looked at me. Omgosh I couldnt believe I had just done that. Right after I did it I covered my mouth, like omgosh I just realized what I had done. And Krissy, Jillian, Christin, Allison, Jennifer, and Amber all looked at me and started laughing. Cause the thing is, it was SO quiet when I did it. And Patrick was down from us, and I hope he didnt hear it. I wanted to die. And at the end of the game, me and Christin were gonna yell Go Robby! but we ran out of time. So were going to next week. Ok I have a good idea for next week. It's gonna be fun. I need everyone to do it with me though, I think yall will want to anyway though. Well im gonna go! Bye!

I survived Thanksgiving with my family. Thank you Lord. Ok i have to say this has been a HORRIBLE week. Not just bad, but HORRIBLE. Ever since Tuesday it has been awful. I hope tonight makes it better. Sure I have bad days, but I havent had a bad week in a long time. I'm ready for some good days to equal a good week. I CANT FOR THE FOOTBALL GAME! YAY!!! FUN FUN FUN! That's definately gonna lift my spirits. Well i'm gonna go! bye!

Hey yall, sorry about the last entry, i'm not as mad now. So i'm gonna tell u about my day yesterday. Well we had a quiz in geometry, which i dont even know why he called it a quiz cause no one studied and he did all the problems on the board before the quiz to show us how to do it and then we could go up and let him check it and he'd tell us what we did wrong and tell us how to fix it! So it was pretty good, cause i need a good grade in there desperately! I made a 71 on my Chemistry test, which i am VERY happy about cause i thought i was gonna do a whole lot worse than hat for sure. But plus she gave us extra credit and said if we did it we could get 6 points on a test, so that would give me a 77! woo! a C!!! yes!

But anyway, back to geometry, it started raining during class, pretty hard too. And suddenly Mr. Litchford was talking fast and he goes oh look its raining and u wouldnt of heard him if u werent paying attention cause he went right onto another subject. But anyway after he said it was raining, Robby goes, WHAT? and he goes my football pads are in the back of my truck! He let him go get them and he ran out of that room so fast, it was the funniest thing. And we could hear him running down the hall! But he had to run all the way to the top of the middle school parking lot cause thats where he parks everyday. And he came back soaked lol we all laughed at him.


But anyway, the best part of the day! The pep rally! I was like ok it's just another pep rally that the sophomores dont cheer at. But the cheerleaders had the individual letters, B, B, and S for their cheer they use. But the thing is, they had it mixed up. They spelled BSB instead of BBS! I didnt notice until Jillian said something to me. And i thought she meant my jeans, cause I have my BSB patch on there but i was like shes seen that before. But then EVERYONE started telling me and i looked and i started screaming!!!!! everyone was sitting down around me and i stood up and started screaming! I was like pointing and all and i sat back down laughing hysterically cause when i'm nervous i laugh and everyone said my face turned SO red. lol. I could feel it too cause it felt hott. lol that was the best pep rally EVER! lol YES! And Ben W was like u go girl lol it was so funny.

ok today was crap. period. i'm not even gonna capitalize anything cause i dont want to. i'm being short right now, as u can tell. i hate my family, i hate acting, i hate getting older, and i hate not having people u like, LIKE U BACK! aaahhhhhhh, shoot me now, i mean please someone just go ahead. since schools out im gonna be bored out of my mind all week until the football game, then i'll be entertained. my retarded family is coming over on thursday, all 8 of them, not including my immediate family i live with. There probably worse than my not immediate family. ok im done.

I forgot to mention on my last entry that we went out to eat at the Brick Oven and one of the waiters, which I think we've had before, looked like a cross between Toby Maquire and Irish Hottie. Woo he looked gggooooooooooodddddddd. I kept looking in the back at him lol. Well anyway, I don't know why people have such a fascination with my hair, especially my braids. I got Megan G to french braid it today and every 5 mins someone is making my braids into reins lol. They play with them like im a horse and use them like a whip lol. Usually it's just Casey Cole but like 6 people did it today. Robby did it too in Spanish suddenly but he hit me! He like threw them and one hit me on the side of the face lol. But ya know today in that class we played a review game for our test tomorrow and Robby was on the other team and Megan H goes, We got ure man! I was like Megan, im going to kill you lol. But anyway not much happened today. I was glad to go though, i was bored out of my mind ALL weekend. I'm gonna be bored all this week too since tomorrow is our last day. Well im gonna go bye.

Wow i havent updated in a while. Mom went to Flordia to shop lol. I hope she got alot of my Christmas stuff. Since she's gone I've had to find different ways of transportation to and from school, thats always fun. She took me Wednesday morning and Matt Haynes' mom took me home that day. On thursday and friday my dad took me and picked me up. Which kinda sucked cause he couldnt get there till about 4 everyday. But on thursday i stayed w/ Jillian and the time flew so i had fun then. And then on friday i had meenal with me. I couldn't take a shower like i usually do before the game so i went into the bathroom and washed my face and put my make up back on. I made meenal go with me cause i didnt want someone to walk in and see someone randomly washing there face lol. But anyway I had to change when my dad got there. I wore a tanktop, a longsleeve shirt, a shortsleeve shirt, a heavy sweater, and my big coat. With softball socks that come to my knees and regular socks and gloves and hat. I was still cold.


But i was cold all day at school too cause i wore the thinnest blouse I own and a tank top underneath. I wore my new one from Lane Bryant and everyone loved it. I was like yay i look cute lol. It was purposely for Meenal's party but i decided to wear it earlier than planned. That's another problem too. Meenal's party is on friday!!!!! Thats the football game!!! And its suppose to be at Finnley Stadium! wow!!! Well, so the paper says. And her party is from 6-11 and the game is at 7. I wanna go to both cause it might be the last game of the year! I wanna go to her party till like 7:30 and then go to the game so i have a while at her party and almost all the game. But I don't think my parents will take me and then come get me that soon. I need someone to go to Meenals and then go to the game and i'll ride with them. I'll find someone.


Well anyway, I went to the football game last night in Gordonsville. We all went numb. And Coach Akins even gave us a pep talk during Chapel about the game lol. He told us to cheer SO loud when there on defense so the other team will mess up like they try and mess us up. Adam Nunnally got in trouble with the police officer too!! He had to put the megaphone up. It was so funny before though cause he had brought his mega phone and his stereo and he was playing the rocky theme lol. Robby got a sack!!! All the sudden i see the other quarterback get sacked before he could throw the ball and Robby had done it! I was like WWWOOO!!!!! And then with 5 mins left in the game he got hurt. He hurt his shoulder like during the 4th game of the season cause he missed 2 games and i'm guessing he hurt or did something to it again cause he wasnt moving it and Christy (the trainer) was making him do arm movements and all. So he didnt play like the last 3 mins of the game. But anyway we won lol 34 to 6. They were cheating too!!! At the end they were calling penalties on crap!! They were just mad cause they were losing. Well anyway after the 2nd flag they threw on us, it was real quiet, and i yell "CHEATERS! U BUNCH OF CHEATS!" and Kenzie and Hope started dying lol. I didn't even think about doing it either. I just randomly did it, i'm surprised i did too lol. Usually I plan everything, i'm not a spontaneous person at all. But it was fun. I got to bed at 1:30 again, but that was ok, i could sleep. Well gonna go, i've written too much already lol.

We won the football game! yay! We had like 8 mins left in the game but we left anyway cause it was like 38 to 0 lol. It was SO WET AND MUDDY! AAHHHH! We all got so wet. But it was fun. But there was nobody there!!!! I think the other side had more than we did for once! All the players were covered in mud from head to toe. It was nice lol HAHA. Jillian came home with me after school today before the game like she usually does. She like lives with me lol but thats fine with me! Shes the sister I never had!!! Ok i'm cold and im tired. I think i yelled and screamed too much at the game, my throat kinda hurts and thats bad cause i need my voice to be able to sing on Sunday and Monday. Were not getting home from Lipscomb until 1 am!!! And we have to come to school to take that stupid Plan test! IVE ALREADY TAKEN THE FREAKIN ACT! WHY DO I HAVE TO TAKE THE PRE ACT????/ AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHh I get 4 hours of sleep for something that doesnt count and doesnt apply to me! And if I dont take it, i have to make it up cause its mandatory!!!!! NO! AAHHHHH SCHOOL IS BAD.

ok once again i'm wiped. Long day. We had play auditions again today. I was in there and Mrs Wortman was asking people who hadnt auditioned yet what they were auditioning for and she got to me and i was like well... lol. But we did the other scene with Chava in it, the one with the screaming and all u know??? So like 5 people tried out for it and of course im the last one, yay. So i get up there and and all and Braden is Tevye again and i was thinking, "Come on Cortney, you practiced this yesterday, u can do it lol u know u can cause u screamed ure guts out lol" So i get up there and Meredith was Golde and she read for her (shes AWESOME, i'm glad shes not trying out for Chava lol)but then anyway I had 2 lines really. It was papa, listen to me, i beg u to accept us, and then Papa, PAPA! And thats basically it. But Jillian went before me and i was like oh no shes gonna blow everyone else away and i'm gonna look like crap next to her lol. I was like yay i have alot to live up to lol. But i made myself scream and all and i think i did good! I hope so lol. I REALLY want that part. But anyway like Valerie was telling me she was nervous and all before and i was like giving her a pep talk and everything and she was up there with Braden and Trevor and I said Go Valerie, not peppy or anything just saying it lol and Braden goes, Cortney arent u gonna cheer for me? and I go Go Braden! lol and then Trevor wasnt talking to me but he was like aww man she didnt do me lol and I go Go Trevor! lol it was funny. Ok Braden is the funniest person ever. He says his lines GREAT. Everytime its so funny lol. Even though he says them 50000 times, i think everytime is funny lol. He should make a great Tevye if she picks him, which i think she will since no one else has tried out for him lol.

But anyway today was SO good lol. I was going upstairs to Geometry and Robby was behind me. Well anyway everytime I see Drew L in the hall i hit him cause ya know hes like my closest guy friend so we harass each other lol so I hit him as usual and he hit me. And then I was gonna look for Jillian, but then Robby goes Hey Cortney, u know u have Backstreet Boys on ure pants?? And i go yeah i put it there and right when he said that Jillian BANGS into me and i was like oooww!!!! but then Robby goes, Why do people hit you so much?? lol i go cause im popular lol.

But today was good except for PE. Ok we ran a mile and a half!!! It was bad cause we went outside too and the track was flooded so we ran around the campus!!! We ran from the lower parking lot to the front gates at the entrance, and i did that and then i didnt run anymore cause i about died lol. And then we had to go back down to the parking lot and then up next to the gym, then down in front of the highschool and back to the gate, but i didnt make it to the gate the second time lol so we turned around and went to the bottom lot again. My legs hurt right after that class. I about died. And now im gonna go cause my back hurts from hunching over for so long on here lol.

Ok I have one thing to say. Retainers suck. Lisps are bad. VERY bad. And lucky me, I have one. Yay. And now everyone knows it. And i'll have this lisp for about 4 months or more. YAY! U all better get used to it. Cause I have to! aahhhhh yay me. Plus there already like not working right so i have to go back and get them fixed. And plus Robby keeps harassing me about it!!! On friday he kept wanting me to say 66, 67, 76, or 77 cause my lisp is at its worst when i say something with an S or a 6. So of course he wants me to say that purposely lol. He kept saying, Say it, and i'd go No, say it, No, just say it, NO, Why wont u say it?? Why do u want me to? Just because, say it. ROBBY NO! And he kept on and on during geometry too and i just kept hitting him, but that never worked either lol.

We won our first play off game on friday!!! YAY! We beat watertown, 55 to 15. IT WAS SO COLD!!!! aahhhhhh i was SO cold. I only had my sweater and jacket too cause it wasnt suppose to be very cold. Yeah, sure. Oh and Braden Mcinturf, Matthew Swinea, and Ryan Bennett always dress up for every football game and this week they had on raingear, like raincoats, rainboots, ponchos and they even had one of those umbrella hats lol. And i didnt get it but then Krissy said they were "Watertown" HAHA! I love that!!!! It was SO cute! lol. Well i think im gonna go! bye!

Today

I am SO tired. U have no idea how tired I am. There is something wrong with me, i know there is. I'm ALWAYS cold. ALWAYS. I'm freezing when its 80 outside and i'm always tired. I'm exhausted from nothing. I don't know why. My mom went and got me some vitamins today that have B-12 in them. She thought I had low iron but the guy at the store said it was B-12 so she got me a multivitamin. Yay more stuff to take lol. I about died on Tuesday when i had to get up for school! I'm really gonna die when Christmas break is over lol.

Play auditions were today!!!! I was SO nervous. But there were only about 15 or 16 of us. Everyone was at a sports activity lol. But theres auditions on Monday and Tuesday too. I read for Chava and i got in there and sat with Valerie and Jillian and Mrs Wortman asked me to seperate the scripts and music and all and put them into an order. That was confusing too lol. But anyway alot of the guys went first. There were only 3 in there lol. Brayden was the best!!!!! He did his accent too and it was SO GOOD!!!! We all cracked up it was great lol. Jillian (I think) said he sounded part Italian which was true lol. I didn't go till almost the end. There were like 5 girls trying out for the part i was and Brayden had to keep reading the same thing over and over again lol i felt bad him. But anyway Jillian read for Tzeital and Chava. SHE WAS AMAZING WHEN SHE READ FOR TZEITAL!!!! AND I MEAN AMAZING! Alot of people tried for Tzeital too and NO ONE compared to her. She was like about to cry. It was so great. I was hoping I could see her in action before me cause i wanted to get some tips lol. SHE SO GROOVY! I can't get over it! She will definately be a daughter. She did really good on the part for Chava too but i thought we were gonna do the scene where shes crying and all about not wanting to be disowned, but thats only 2 lines. So i was reading those 2 lines a million times and thinking about how i was gonna say it and facial expressions and all but we ended up doing something that wasnt as dramatic. It was more mellow and short phrases. I could tell when I was up there my nerves in my ab region were shaking lol they always do. And my knees were shaking too. I was nervous when i was standing next to Braydon and he was like saying his lines to ME. Like he was talking to ME. Not that I like him or anything its just odd for me to be "talking" to an older guy (well this wasn't really talking, it was acting talking lol). Cause im real shy around guys. But anyway i kinda said it was attitude lol, like smart elecky. I did that purposely or tried too at least lol. I thought i did good though. I've got those 2 lines from the dramatic crying scene in my head so im gonna try and practice that some with my talking and facial expressions and all.

Oh well, but I sang HORRIBLY. I know i did lol. And i knew the part and how to sing it cause i have it on my media player and have sang it a million times but not by myself, acapella. And it was weird cause i had to sing to the notes on the piano instead of the song music u know??? But anyway i just got done singing EVERY part on the song acapella. I broke up every line and sang it with the song a couple of times and then i sang it w/ no music completely to get myself used to hearing my voice and all and i did that a couple of times. I'm definately more comfy with my voice now than earlier today. Megan H did really good too. She did great on the singing part, and kinda got lost on the acting lol but still did good. Well im tired and im gonna go! Bye!

I had the best time at Krissy's party! I'm literally about to fall over cause ive had 5 hours of sleep. I slept like 3 at her house and 2 at home. aahhhh i will sleep well tonight. VERY well. There was like 15 of us at the party, it was fun except for the whole screaming and horror movie thing. Chad was Michael Myers, with the mask and all. He scared me about 5 times i think. I would scream every time. I'm surprised im not hoarse today lol. But i got so freaked out continuously that anything would make me scream. The littlest thing would. Like Michael H walked through the door behind me and just walked through with no costume on or anything and didnt do anything and i screamed bloody murder and started to cry. aaahhhhh everything bothered me, it always does. But all the girls spent the night which was me, Jillian, Lacie, Brittany M, Krissy, Tudor, Kenzie, Amber, Hope, Danielle, and Christin W. We had the best time lol. Joseph F called and Jillian and Tudor basically talked to him every voice known to man lol. Jillian was a redneck and ghetto, Shanepha lol. And Tudor did Boris and Arab and She get it from her mama haha i still love that. Tudor is the best. TITTIES!!!!!! AAAHHH!!!! lol.

Ok im pretty sure everyone and their brother knows i like Robby. We were playing truth or dare, which no one did any dares and the only question was who does everyone like. And everyone had to go around the room and say. Well basically Lacie asked me truth or dare and i said truth and she asked me who i liked and i was like i dont wanna say and all and i said everyone should say. So everyone basically did and i was the last one. So they get to me and Lacie is pushing the crap out of me to say it lol. So i was like I like Robby and all and lacie was like I KNEW IT! and started flipping out on me about it, i was like wow is it that obvious? lol and she said she thought i did when i asked mrs lee if i could move next to him when we changed seats next quarter lol. Oh well. Well anyway im gonna go! im going to fall over in a minute so im gonna go! bye!