Can we say Backstreet?

BACKSTREET! On TRL's top 30 retired videos! And of course # 1 was BSB I want it that way, but instead of the video, they PERFORMED! AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Then I got on the net and blasted IWITW out of napster and my window was open so my mom and dad were outside and started laughing. 2 more weeks until bsb! AAAAAHHHH!!!! AJ! ooooo, not enough words to describe that apple pie a la mode! AAHHH!!!! I went to Old Navy today and spent my 40$ gift card that I got for my bday from Granny and Papaw, and there was a section in the middle of ALL FLAG STUFF! I about died. And it was all like 5$ too! I got like 4 shirts and a hat, and 2 shirts didn't fit, so i'm going back and exchanging them! I'm gonna go see Pearl Harbor on monday, hopefully. War holidays rule man! I joined 2 Navy egroups! Yes! "in the navy..." I don't know the rest of the song. haha. Gotta go, bye!

Happy Birthday To Me!

Today's my 14th bday! Yay! It's not as exciting as last year b/c I turned a teenager last year and i'm not having a party this year either, except for family. I got like 7 cards today! I was so happy! Then at lunch, my mom came and got me a cookie cake! it said Cortney Happy Bday volleyball Backstreet Boys! BACKSTREET BOYS! It was an awesome cake! I wanted to freeze the BSB part. lol. Oh my gosh, last night Brittany called me and said that a guy named Kevin Richardson was over at her mom's house! I freaked! Her mom called Brittany cause she didnt know who Kev was! She said he was tall and had dark hair! I was like AHHHH!!!!! But he was only 24 and his first name was Ronald, me and Brittany were like, We were so close! lol Its ok! 20 days till BSB concert! Yes! Rock on! AAHHHH!!!!!! Im gonna order a black tank top in Delias that has a flower on it and it says Rock, hope it fits, if it does im wearing it to the bsb concert! Then at my family bday party, mom got me a blue duffel bag that had in yellow my name and had vballs on it! School colors! It was so cute! and she got me a red shirt with flags on it! Yes! Americans rock! Then granny got me a 40$ gift certificate from old navy! And Papaw gave me 14 bucks too! I have 103$! And i'll get report card money too! yes! I'm gonna save my money for the BSB concert and FL this summer! Well gottta go!

Not so good

Everytime I right a journal entry, it seems i'm not happy. I'm always depressed or something. Well I am. Yesterday at school, I don't know why, but during 3rd period, I got a stomach ache. So I asked Coach May to let me go to the bathroom. Came back and it started bothering me again, so I went and got mom. I sat in there for like 45 mins and finally mom took me home. And it couldnt of been something I ate b/c I only had 2 small bites of a poptart, and like 4 or 5 baked lays. And then today I was scared to eat ANYTHING. I didn't eat breakfast, or at break and mom said she was gonna make me eat a turkey sandwich at lunch, but I did anyway, I WAS STARVING. But now I have a headache. She was right, aaahhhh. As much as I don't wanna say it, she was right. Well anyway, six flags is saturday! Yah! And my birthday is in 5 days! Go me! I'll be 14! Yah! Well got to go, bye!

TRL

BLINK 182= no # 1 video on trl, no clothes (ew especially on Mark), bad songs= no fans=no more blink 182! HAHAHA! THEY SUCK!

Chicken!

OMGOSH! Ok Friday, me and Woman went and saw Josie and the Pussycats, and then on Saturday, (she spent the night with me), we went to Chick-Fil-A (Hope). AND I WAS DYING TO SEE IF CHRIS WAS WORKING THAT DAY. We went in and he wasnt up there and THEN HE CAME FROM THE BACK! OMGOSH I ALMOST FAINTED! And my mom went to his register! Yes! Well I was wearing my Powersource shirt and he said, Hey I thought I recognized that shirt! I about died! And he took our order and he asked if we needed any sauce, and I said barbeque without thinking, I even forgot I liked it, just wanted to talk more, AND HE HANDED IT TO ME AND TOUCHED MY HAND! I THOUGHT I HAD DIED WHEN HE TOUCHED MY HAND, OMGOSH!. Well then we were eating and Sarah waved at me! I didnt even know she worked there! Then the GIANT cow came out. VERY big cow, and it went and stood on the side of the road, and we waved to it! haha! BSB NEW VIDEO ON MONDAY! AAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! MORE THAN THAT! BSB MIGHT BE THERE TOO! DOUBLE AAAHHH! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! Heath Ledger on TRL TODAY! HOTTNESS! YES! Well gtg, i'm hungry too. Haha. I want some chicken, HOPE.

NO! HE LEFT AGAIN! NOT AGAIN!

AAHHHHH I guess Aqua is leaving today. Probably already gone. I wont see him ever or until next school year. He has to visit! AAHHHH!!!!!!! Well they made more fun of me in Bible today. The same old, CORTNEY QUIT TALKING, when I wasnt. Ashley said CB, Cortney's being annoying again, she wont stop talking, I think you need to make her go out in the hall and talk to her! AAHHH!!!! I could of killed her! And before Bible, Me, Jillian, and Kimi were coming back from break up the stairs, and Kimi cleared her throat, and I looked up and he was walking down the stairs next to us! AHHH!!!! Then during our Bible quiz, I asked him a question! I probably looked stupid asking it, but his eyes. aahhhh, I dont feel stupid after looking in them. AQUA EYES! Yes! I wish I had some too, and we'd match! Yes! Meant to be! Then last night, Adam took me to the movies and he went and met one of his friends and Ashley S. was gonna go see Josie and the Pussycats with me. And she was like 10-15 mins late! As always! So she spent the night with me, and we went in and POPCORN BOY WAS THERE! AHHHH!!!! YES! Spiked hair and all! Yes! And I wanted an ici, but, I really wanted to see Popcorn boy! And when I walked out of the theater, there were only 2 people in there anyway, He was down there where they take ure tickets. And he looked at me! Yes! And that ici tasted bad too. And Adam got a application to work there, and they need help, so if he gets a job he'll be working with popcorn boy! Yes! But he has a g/f :( He was there with this ugly girl who has a really big nose, and they were holding hands. :( bummer. But anyway I got my pictures! YES! GOTT EM OF CHRIS! THEY CAME OUT! ALL 3 OF THEM! YES! There kinda far away, but he looks good still! Hottness! AAHHH!!!!!!!! DROOL!

AQUA! AHHH!

OMGOSH AQUA WAS BACK TODAY! AAAHHHH!!!! And he subbed for our Bible class! AAHHH!!!! He was up there and he walked down my aisle and he tripped on Megan W.'s backpack but he caught himself! If he hadnt he would of fell on me! AAHHH!!!!! And he whispered in Merri Wynne's ear, and she said he blew in it too! AAHHHH!!!! NOT FAIR! AAHHHHH hes gonna be our sub tomorrow! Ashley and Emmy and Brittany and Megan all tried to get me in trouble by yelling Quit talking Cortney! When I wasnt evn doing anything! Then he said well if you didnt already know I;ve moved to Nashville and Ashley goes, Aww poor Cortney! AAHHHH!!!!! Hey Hope, Green skittles! AAHHH!!!!!! I saw Chris last night too! Hottness.com! Ooohhh baby! Gotta get pics developed! Soon! SATURDAY! YES! FRAME IT!