Sorry I haven't updated in a while.

Sorry I haven't updated in a few days. I've been busy! Well let's see I talked to Sean twice. Like 9 people have told me that Jessica has been all over him like white on rice, and I asked her and she said she likes 18 other guys and she wont go out with him. RIGHT NOW IM LISTENING TO BSB'S NEW SONG DROWNING!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! ITS LIKE THE 5TH TIME IVE LISTENED TO IT TODAY! I sent it to Hope and Jillian and Jillian told me she loves it and Hope hasnt said yet. Just tell me if u wanna hear it and i'll send it to you. Here are the lyrics! YES! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! SURGE OF BACKSTREET ENERGY!!!!!!!!!
Drowning
Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay
Coz you are my survival
Now hear me say

I can't imagine
Life without your love
Even forever don't seem like long enough

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
Coz I don't own the safety of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another lifeline
It's not for me
Coz only you can save me
Oh can't you see

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough

Everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Coz you're the air that I breathe

Everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

You'll be hearing it very soon from me at school. lol. Tuesday is the day Around the World BSB video comes out!!!!! YES! Im going to buy it!!!! Then on Sept. 17 or 19 TRL is gonna world premiere the video! YES! im gonna see if i can miss volleyball practice to see the video lol. Well this weekend I went on my Weekend in the Wilderness retreat! Well I came home yesterday early b/c I got sick. I went to bed with a headache but I didn't worry about it cause I always get headaches, but it got so bad i couldnt sleep. I woke up and it was pounding! I had to sit up to sleep b/c it made me nausous to lay down. So i would sit there and take my pillow and lean against it with my hand proping it up. Well that worked some cause my head didnt hurt as much but my hand kept slipping when I was about to doze off. Then I would lay back down and I would get nausous again and sit back up. Then I got so sick from it I threw up 2 times. I didn't throw up anything but spit though b/c I didnt have any food in my stomach. Then I got cold and wrapped myself up in a blanket and I finally got sleepy so i layed down I amazingly slept. So Amy took me home since she was leaving anyway. Well lemme tell u what we did while I was there. Ok now our entire youth is all M/S! I said I felt old b/c everyone was younger than me! lol. Well we 6 h/s girls and like 10 h/s guys but thats b/c 29 more people came on the late bus that night! So we had more later on. Well we were put in clans and there were 10 clans and I was in Righteousness. And me and Adam P. were the only h/s in there! but we got 2 more on saturday from the late bus. Adam is a senior and he's hott! Woah is he hott! Well anyway we played all kinds of different games. And on saturday we played a game that morning where ure team got like 9 slips of paper so each person got one in ure team and they said like no legs, no arms, unconscious, blind or a mixture of them all. And then 2 or 3 people in ure group got one that said Healthy. Now what u had to do was the 3 healthy's had to go find the people that were hurt and carry them back someone! lol! Or they could drag themselves back if they could. Well I was healthy, my leader was, Adam was, and Blaine was. So we had to get rid of one of them so of course I had to lol. And I didnt want to b/c I wanted to carry someone b/c no one can lift me lol. Well I got no legs lol. But I got lucky, b/c where we were I was close to my team so I could try and drag myself back. So I tried but it killed my hands lol. So Adam came and got had to carry me back. Ok now I was like you can't carry me! lol! But he made me get on his back so he could carry me. And I was like amazed he could carry me and plus he walked pretty fast too! I was like i'm glad I lost that 15 pds.! lol! Our team was 3rd when I left out of 10 and the winning team gets a prize, so I hope we won. Well i've gtg! bye!