Ok I think it's offical that after every trip I go on, i come back sick. It ALWAYS happens. I thought I was gonna die yesterday. I got my wonderful 3 hours of sleep and I woke up and my throat was hurting. And then i've had a headache since friday. Oh and all day yesterday I had chills. During church service, I had to bounce my legs to keep my blood flowing cause it was the only way I could have some kinda warmth. And I slept the whole way home. Jillian slept in my lap part of the way. I don't think I realized how sick I was till i was in the car on the way home. I could actually hear myself talk and i did sound sick. Ahhh.

The trip was pretty fun though. I'm not gonna give a full story though cause I dont really feel up to typing that much. But here's a little recap:

1. I got 5 hours of sleep in 2 days

2. From Saturday and Sunday I ate probably 2 meals total

3. I got sick

4. I bought a claddagh ring, a bracelet, candy for my parents, a gift for Emmy, and I got an airbrushed tshirt that says Cortney (heart) Backstreet Boys. Yay i wanna wear my shirt.

Got Winterfest and VDay tomorrow! I'm nervous about WF!!!!!!!! I'm wearing all pink tomorrow and im gonna do my hair and bring my LOTR valentines! YAY! No one was in class today cause everyone was gone to Knoxville. We had about 10 people in Chorus class and we had Mrs Jarrett. I thought about just going on and leaving like last Friday cause she wouldnt of known cause everyone was just walking around everywhere. But me, Krissy, Tudor, Amber, and Christin all went to play vball in the gym. That was fun lol. I miss it.

Hello again. I havent updated in a few days. Havent had much to say.

I'm going to Winterfest this weekend! It should be fun but im honestly nervous. Plus theres 6 people in my hotel room! It's me, Jillian, Allison, Amber, Jennifer, and Breanne. I don't know Breanne. She came to church on Sunday and sat with us but I've never talked to her. She seemed nice on Sunday. I should be able to get to know her this weekend. Well I'm dreading the trip kinda too cause its suppose to rain ALL weekend. And my dad said one of his friends who lives near Knoxville said there suppose to get 2-4 inches! Aahhhh im gonna be using my umbrella the entire time. I might take my smaller one so I can fit it into my purse. It's the camo one Casey gave me. Its awesome! It's a mini umbrella but its plenty big enought to get under and it comes with a little bag. And u put the umbrella in the bag and then the bag is also a backpack! It's so awesome! U can turn it inside out! So I think im gonna use that.


I'm SO ecstatic about going in the Irish shop too! I just gotta find it lol. Ashley told me she thinks its across from the mall and Megan G told me she thinks its on a corner. So i'll find it. I'm sure Jillian will wanna go in so we can find it together lol. And then Megan also told me that they had Claddaghs in the Acorn shop. So i'll look for that too. And Megan W told me a while back that in a million shops they had some BSB stuff! YAY!


Ive got LOTR valentines for Friday! YAY! And I have poo news for me. I cant get my haircut tomorrow! I was so mad! My hairdresser's mom is really sick with cancer and is about to die or already has. So i'm getting it cut next thursday. But thats ok. Not much else to say. Bye yall!

Ok I had the BEST dream last night! IT HAD THE LOTR CAST AND BSB IN IT!!!!!!!! Ok so I wake up around 7:45 I think and I suddenly remember my dream and I am SO happy. And I thought to myself, Ok Cortney just make yourself remember it and u can go back to sleep. Cause usually in my dreams I dont remember if I wake up and go back to sleep. So I wake up 15 mins later and I cant remember half of it! I was so mad! Well here's what I remember. I'm in a SUV and Billy Boyd (Pippin) is in the backseat!!!! And I think i was the most excited about that in the entire dream lol. And I can't remember but I think Dominic was in there too, but he mighta been in the other suv, but i think he was in mine. And then its cloudy after that. All I remember is being in McDonalds and thats when I met BSB and I had my I Love BSB's with me too and I gave them too them! ANd other stuff happened that I remembered this morning and then I forgot. Im SO MAD! Aahhhh my one good dream in a LONG time with the 2 things I love and I cant remember! It would of been absolutely perfect if we were in Ireland though lol.


I went shopping today. Me and my mom went to Pennys so I could get myself some bras. I got a regular white one and a sports bra. And then we went into Lane Bryant. I saw 2 skirts I liked too. One was pinkish and came to my knee and then had a ruffle that went down to the middle of my calf so it was an angled skirt. And the other one I liked the best cause it was long and really flowy at the bottom. It was purpleish. I didnt like the top though cause it was like a mermaid skirt where it was smaller on top and flowy at the bottom so it made my thighs look bigger. But i liked it the best. But I said I wished the pink skirt's print was on the purple silhouette. But it was 50$!!!! So i think im gonna wait till its on sale cause i looked in the sale today and my 40$ blouse was 20$. It was my size too. I was so mad.

And then I went into The Icing and got Ciara something. Ciara is my BSB pen pal from Ireland! Ireland! yay! Her bday is coming soon so im gonna mail her something. I went and got 10 things for 5$. Thats the best deal ever cause I can get 20 things for 10$ too. And they had all this cell phone stuff but it wasnt for my phone! But anyway I got up there and I had got grab bags that had alot of stuff in em and i thought they were included in the 5 for 10 but they werent but the lady said she'd make them a part for me. I was like wow thanks!!!!!! That was SO nice of her! But i got a ton. It was a good day.

Mad Again

Ok just a little sidebar here, I just spent 30 mins doing most of this entry which was INCREDIBLY LONG and then my comp crapped out and it ALL disappeared! AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Ok well anyway I had another run in with Litchford. Thats why im incredibly mad. But i'll get to that in a bit I wanna talk about the rest of the day first.

Well Spanish was fun today. Were learning past tense and we had to get a partner and retell the story in spanish using past tense, but the thing is, we had to retell to the class. And we couldnt take any notes, only use pics. So I was gonna be partners with Megan W and then Hunter tapped me on the shoulder and goes u wanna be partners with me and Robby? And I looked at Megan and go they need help, they dont know what they're doing, and Megan goes well forget them lol but she was partners with Krissy I think. I still love u Megan!!!! So I got to work with those 2. That was a trip.

They have no idea what's going on lol. So there like ok what do we do? And I have to admit im a bit lost in all this past tense stuff since we just started it Tuesday. So im honestly nervous helping them I think it was b/c there guys. And ure prob thinking why would u be nervous around guys?? Well one ive never talked to one of them, 2 b/c one of them im practically in love with, and 3 b/c while im helping them the entire time i have to look them in the eye. It was a little more ackward with Hunter, b/c I dont think he knew who I was. But with Robby I was SO nervous b/c his eyes are GORGEOUSLY blue and he knows I like him, so I have that stuck in my head the everytime I talk to him, he knows. But it turns out we never had to talk anyway so it didnt matter.

Ok on to Litchford. So I ask the other day what my average was and he goes 76, u have a 0 on something. And I go A 0????? And I was pretty sure what it was so i didnt worry about it, i'll make it up later. So then I tell my dad about it and he said he wasnt too concerned about the 0 since he knows I always do my work, he was more concerned about Litchford. So he said talk to him. Which I did.

So I go in and go straight to his desk and I go I need the work I have a 0 on. And he goes it doesnt matter its too late, grades have already gone out. And I go i know, i wanna change it so it wont be a 0 on report cards. And he mumbles something as usual and he goes I dont know what the assignment was. And I go u have all these grades and u dont know what they go to? Cause if u look on his computer, he has everyone's grades, but not what the work was.


So I go I know what the work is, I have it done and in my binder with me. And he goes get it out. So I hunt for it and find it. And he goes there were 3 other assignments with this. And I go yeah u've graded them. And he goes get them out. I FLIPPED OUT CAUSE WHY THE H*** WOULD HE NEED TO SEE THEM IF HE ALREADY HAS A GRADE FOR THEM?!?!?!?! But I go and hunt in my binder for about 10 mins for it. And ure prob thinking if u have it why did it take so long? Thats b/c I knew I had it. I keep everything given back to me and put it in order in my binder cause I hate being messy. But I couldnt find it cause I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE ASSIGNMENT WAS!!!!! Well I remember what i did, but i didnt know what the bookwork was or what w/s they were cause weve done a million since last month. And I continued to argue with him, I was like ok I had a 0 in Chemistry, Mrs. Taylor let me turn the assignment in for a late grade, why cant u? And he goes cause im not Mrs Taylor. And while this is all going on, Robby is over at his desk going Get mad Cortney, yell at him, get angry, kill him! Get pissed off! And I had the biggest smile on my face and I go Shut up Robby! sarcastically *died while smiling*.


So heres the thing. The assignment was some bookwork and 3 w/s'. So on the bookwork I got a 92, and he said the w/s were an effort grade. He said if u did them all u got a 100 and if u didnt u got a 0. Thats what the zero was. It was a zero b/c on the top of the w/s it said IN CLASS project. So i distinctly remember asking him if this was due in class? ANd he goes yes. But the thing is we didnt do it in class, so I assumed it wasnt homework.

So finally I find what I think is the work and hold it up in front of his face and he goes its too late.
ALL I WANNA DO IS TURN IN THE W/S SO IT WONT BE A 0 ANYMORE! I WOULDN'T OF CARED IF IT WAS A 50, I DIDNT WANT A 0 ANYMORE! I DID THE WORK, IT WAS LATE, SO WHAT, GIVE ME A F****N GRADE AND SATISFY ME!

I told my dad and he said it wasnt a big deal since he knows I always do my work and a few points didnt matter as long as it didnt effect my grade borderline. If I had an 83 and that woulda given me an 85, i'm gonna complain. My dad said he'll have some words for him.

And then I was in a foul mood all class and Troy was scared of me lol. He was like shes gonna beat me down over here! lol and then I wasnt saying anything cause i'd calmed down some and Jenna goes why are u upset? And i do why would i be upset? And she goes cause ure face is all red. And that surprised me. Cause u all know I dont usually get REALLY mad. I havent been REALLY mad in a long time. I usually am never mad cause im used to taking crap from everyone. U all know I hear BSB stuff 24/7, it doesnt bother me anymore. But i think im on an anger streak, i was REALLY mad yesterday as I told u before.


But then we had a pep rally today for some odd reason and it was a short one, so i thought I wonder if my dad is here? Cause i didnt wanna stay. So he was there and I just left lol. I didnt stay for it cause no one woulda known I was gone anyway so I left at 2:45 haha lol. That made my day better.

Sorry I haven't updated in a few days. There hasnt been much to say. I have some stuff to say about today though cause I was pissed off.

Well today Brittany K sat behind me in Spanish. And u all know how Brittany is, shes not all there lol. Well anyway u all saw I wore my hair in braids today. Well everyone usually has a big time with them, and so did Brittany. She played with them, tied them in knots and then one of my rubber bands fell out. So my braid was kinda ruined, so I just took them both down and put my hair in a ponytail. Well that was a BAD mistake. For some time I didn't know that she was coloring my hair purple with her pen! I wouldn't of known if Jim hadnt said stop coloring her hair. I wasn't really mad, cause it takes ALOT to get me REALLY mad at someone. Usually i'm used to everything, so nothing bothers me. Well then she wouldnt leave my hair alone. And today was reading day in there, so we all couldnt talk cause people were testing.

So she does this the WHOLE period while i'm trying to read my book. And finally i'm sick of her so I turn sideways so she cant play with it anymore. But then she MARKS ON MY FACE! I was getting SO pist then. And she kept on nagging me and wouldnt stop. And while all this is going on, Robby keeps wanting me to hit her, which i was threatening to do anyway. And while i'm being made into graffittii, I finally kick her and im telling her to stop and earlier i said u know whats gonna happen? Mrs Lee is gonna see me yell at u or hit u and im gonna get in trouble b/c of u. And that happened. I'm trying not to get colored and I get told to turn around cause i was telling to stop or she was gonna be in pain.

And Robby was all for me hitting her lol. He was like yeah I bet 50$ on Cortney, she could kill Brittany lol. And then he said we should do it in geometry cause Litchford wouldn't care and we'd have like an arena LOL. It was the funniest thing. And honestly I was shaking, cause i was so angry. In geometry i was just shaky and paranoid cause I thought she was gonna do something else to me. And I was waiting to hit her cause Litchford wouldnt care, cause Mrs Lee woulda given me a conduct referal probably lol. And then Jenna started singing justin timberlake and that was making me mad. And then Robby said I should hit her. And then he said no, u should hit them both, 2 to 1, Cortney would still win, my moneys on her lol. I will hit her if she does it tomorrow lol. I mean I love the girl to death but shes SO annoying. She wont bother me anymore when shes in pain. haha.

Well I have decided that im gonna change the whole, put up a new icon everyday thing. Cause I gotta put the floppy in every 3 days and its a hassol, so im gonna keep one icon up every week and then change. That way we ALL can enjoy the icon for a whole week instead of one day. And besides some of u might not check my journal everyday, so u cant see the new one everyday! Arent u happy now? I know i am :)

Well I'm sick. Well im getting worse. I left during 2nd period today. My throat has gotten worse and i've sneezed about 7 times today. Allergies.... Well at least i think.

We did a lab in chemistry! JOY. Well im failing that class for progress report. I have a 64. Apparently I have a 0 on a homework assignment. I hate that woman. I hate her more than Litchford and Helton combined. So thats ALOT. Today Megan made sure I made her keep her goggles on. Haha, that was funny last time.