Groovy night

I had the grooviest night!!!! I had a blast! I went to church and the bbq at East Brainerd tonight. I wasn't gonna go cause i never go to those things, but my mom asked me to ask Jillian if she was going. And she was so i decided to go. I had a wonderful time. They had a bbq thing for the seniors. And then they said the seniors and their families got to eat free so i was like woo! lol. And church was good. I sat with Jillian, Amber, Allison, Mary Anne, Anne, and Jennifer at dinner. We cracked up the whole time lol. Jillian gave me a little 'gift' lol. She was harassing me about it cause i didnt want it. And she was trying to embarrass me by showing it around b/c of who was on it, so i took it lol. It's still in my pocket. I figured everyone would be in awe of my teeth lol cause jillian was when she first saw me, but nobody really made a big deal out of it. I know Chad M. will when i see him lol. He was dying to know when i was gonna get em off lol. I think im gonna come on Wednesday to church. Jillian wanted me to, but i was becoming a chicken and wasn't going to, but i think i will now. And my parents said that i could start going on sundays in the morning and at night if i wanted. They said they might start visiting cause they know everyone over there already anyway lol. Sounds like fun. I think i might have a better time over there than at my church cause i dont have many friends over there even though ive gone there since i was born. Pretty sad i know. And the Soggy Bottom Boys performed. :). That was the best by far, and not b/c of the singing or the dancing (haha jillian, thinks nasty thoughts LOL). Well im gonna go! I'm waiting on Jillian to get on. She had to stay while her mom helped clean up. Bye!

Another day, another day.

I had another boring day. I went to bed at almost 12 last night. And that's LATE for me. I was DYING for Jillian to get online and I even prayed for her to get to on and when i was about to get off, she got on!!!!! I about had a heartache when her s/n said she was on lol. I was like Aaahhh!!! And then we talked for like an hour lol. I'm waiting for her to get back on so we can talk again. Well about my day. I woke up at 8. I went and walked after lunch today and sweated like a pig cause it's so hott, and there wasn't a breeze. And then i took a 30 min. nap cause i was tired. I finished some of my BSB binders for school. I have the Group one done, Nick, and Howie. I've still gotta find some more AJ, Brian, and Kev pics. Then Ashley called and we talked. Then i ate dinner. Then I read some more Lord Of The Rings. Then I went and walked. And just a bit ago I took a shower and now i am on here waiting for Jillian to get on. I am now singing the finale Come What May from Moulin Rouge. Usually I sing Sparkling Diamonds, Come What May, Elephant Love Medley, and Come What May (finale). I dont even know why i told u that lol you dont care. ooohhh i have mail. Well im gonna go look for some BSB pics and some other stuff! Bye!

Hello again. Got some great Lord of The Rings news!!!! There's a new LONGER version of the trailor for the Two Towers!!! I can't wait to watch it! im downloading it now. I wish it was tuesday so i could go get my video. Im gonna watch it all day. I don't really have anything new to tell. Adam went to White Water and Six Flags! Yay!!!! He wont be home!!!! He wont be back till late tomorrow night, which means i probably wont see him till Sunday afternoon. Thats a good thing. I got the class party invi. I dont think i wanna go. Lake Winnie is so old. And its so hot. I dont particuarly wanna go and sweat to death in front of all my friends. Im waiting for Jillian to get online. IM DYING TO TALK TO HER. Well im gonna go! bye!

Why do I have an awful life??

Why is it that everything is my fault??? Why is it mine??? It's not my teachers, its not my friends, its not my cats, but it's MY fault. Can someone please explain to me why everything is my fault? Cause i certainly dont know why. It seems my parents think that all the wrong my brother does to me, is my fault. So all his sins arent his, but there mine. That doesnt add up. I dont do anything to that horrible person i have to call 'brother', but yet when i tell my parents how he's left bruises on me and phyiscally picked me up to move me, they say, what did u do to provoke him? And i'm just like what the crap is this??? I didn't do anything, i was sitting in my room watching tv and he walks in and starts harrassing me. But no, 'he' doesn't do anything. He's a wonderful child, cause he's the oldest. He's mr. perfect. WELL I HATE HIM. Ive always hated him. And I ALWAYS will hate him. He can't leave this house for college fast enough. And it sucks b/c he has another 2 whole weeks of break after i start school. So i have to put up with him another month from now. Yay. Be glad u all dont have a horrible family. Im going to bed.

Good news.

I have the grooviest news!!! I got my permit!!!! Yay!!!!! Finally!!!! We went this morning to the Cleveland one to get my permit instead of Bonnie Oaks cause we thought it would be alot less crowded. We were wrong. We got there at 10 till 11 and people filled every seat. We had to take a number, and we were number 72. And the wait was supposed to be 2 hours. But that was ok cause we had planned on going to shop for shoes. So we went and stumbled around Cleveland and ate lunch at Chik-Fil-A cause my mom was dying to pee, and she wanted something to drink. But we decided to eat lunch anyway cause it was near 11:30. And when we first pulled into Chik-Fil-A, I saw this cute guy with light brown/SUPER curly hair. I was like omgosh he looks like Aqua!!!!!! I got all excited and I saw him again inside lol. And then we went to the mall, but I didnt find any shoes, im too picky. So we went back and they were on # 56. So we waited another hour, so in all it was 3 hours. So I went and took the test and i only missed 2!!!! And i only had to answer 24 questions out of 30 cause i had already passed and there was no point in answering the other questions. I was like yay!!!! So I went and got my pic made for my card and it looks great!!!! Its my first real good pic of me without my braces. I look so different in my pics now lol. My face looked wider, but looked cleaner, more pure if u know what i mean. It didnt have all this metal in the way lol. I am so happy and i can stop studying lol. But now I actually have to learn how to drive! AAhhhh!!! I dont want to drive man, I want a chauffeur! lol. I'd rather be drove around and sing to the radio than have to drive lol. I get highlights tomorrow too. I was trying to get em on Saturday but my mom made the appointment for tomorrow, but thats ok. I'll ttyl its starting to storm! bye!

Woo! Fun day.

I had a great day man. I just went to the movies with Jillian. We went and saw Austin Powers 3. It was SSOOOO funny. Everyone was cracking up. And it was as full as it could be. There were like 10 people that came in on the side and they had to leave b/c there wasnt anymore room. Me and my mom had to park at Pennys and go through b/c we couldnt find a spot in the front. So we walked through and saw Jillian and her mom waiting and they were looking for us to come in the front so they were looking that way. And she saw me and i smiled and she was like OMGOSH!!!!!! She couldnt get over my teeth. lol. She was like im gonna stare at your teeth the whole time, so dont worry if u see me looking at u lol. I was like yay i look pretty now lol. And then i saw Ashley S and Jessica in the movie thing. I knew she wanted to go see the movie too but i didnt know she was gonna go tonight lol. So she was like AAHHHH Ure teeth!!!! lol! And they went to the same movie we did and we sat with them. We got in there and we were waiting for the movie to start and I saw this hott guy in the bottom part near the front with spiked hair (it looked red too! Woo! Redheads rule!) and he had on a black shirt. He looked cute from where i was but i never saw him on the way out and i was like crap lol. He looked between 25-39 lol. Not 40 for sure lol. I know i know ure probably thinking, Cortney u are so gross, but hey if ure hott, ure hott. I dont care if ure 1-100, if ure hott, ure hott. lol. Oh i was so hoping during the previews they would play the LOTR preview for the Two Towers, and they did!!!! I got all excited! lol! Even though I have it on here and I can watch it anytime i want, i still got excited lol. Jillian and Ashley and Jessica all started talking about me about it lol. Well im gonna go! If I have anything else to say, i'll write it tomorrow! Bye! Good night!

Hi ho! (u know?? Kermit says that) I had a wonderful day yesterday. Me and mom went to the mall and i exchanged my pants for a longer length at Lane Bryant and i went to the Icing and I bought Christmas presents!!!! U probably think im crazy but i bought 21 things for 15$! No joke. They had there get 10 things for 5$ sale, so i got 20 things for 10$! So now i have almost all my Christmas gifts for my friends!!! They had super cute jewelry too. And I went through this box that had purses on sale, and im a purse freak like Hope is a lipgloss freak lol so i was ecstatic. So i was rummaging through and found some super cute ones that were like fancier ones that i loved. But then i saw one that was black with a little strap and it had 500000 compartments in it and it was tiny too! But then i saw the same purse but it was pink! So i got all giddy and bought it. And when i got my receipt i looked and the purse was 6.99 and then i didnt know it but it was on sale 50% off!!! So it was only 3.50! I was like dang! If i had known that i would of gotten another one. And then we went to Target and i got a lamp thats purple thats super cute for my desk and i got school supplies. And yesterday i started printing out BSB pics to make my binders! yay! fun fun!!!! Bye!