Shopping.

Ok today I went to church and there planning a ski trip on January 5-7 or something and im going! but the thing is u cant miss more than 8 absenses from church or u cant go. So u have to read and fill our ure lesson thingy and turn it in on sunday morning to ure teacher. Then the more absenses u have the more ure trip costs! So if u miss 0 or 1 then its like 125$ then like 20$ up everytime! So im definately not missing many! Its in West Virginia so its like 9 or 10 hours away and i cant wait to go! i've never skied before so i'll be like beginner or intermediate lol. After church I went to the mall with mom! She doesnt have to use her walker or crutches anymore but she still has to go to therapy to build her leg back up so she doesnt limp anymore. She'll start working again next monday. Well when we were at the mall I got 3 polo shirts for school and we went and looked at the jackets for winter. Well I was looking and then Mrs. Young and Marianne were there and started talking to mom and they talked for like 10 mins. Then Brittany M. came by when my mom was talking and she hit me lol. Then I started looking at my coat and Hope and her mom walked by! So I yelled HOPE! And she stopped and looked around and goes someone is calling me lol. And i talked to hope for 10 mins and my mom talked to her mom about hair and stuff lol. And I must of looked stupid talking to hope cause I had on this big grey coat lol, Hope must of thought I was crazy lol. Then we went and I got a belt which is awesome cause it has a studded buckle! Groovy! then we left and went to sonic, yeah! Fave place to eat man! Then we went to Bi-Lo and got food for tonight cause we had hamburgers and hot dogs and mamaw and papaw came over and ate with us. And I was gonna go walk and when I got outside it started sprinkling! So im going to tomorrow. gtg bye!

ARG!

omgosh im going to go insane because of morgan. Ok i was online and i was already mad at her. Then she ims me and goes guess what and i go what. She said shes the varsity vball manager now and mrs heleton said she could play some too and practice with us. HOW STUPID CAN MORGAN BE! Shes never played vball before like i have and has no idea how much strength it takes and has no idea what shes getting herself into. One thing is she didnt have to go through all the crap I had to to even make the team. She doesnt play vball she plays basketball. Thats her sport and this is mine. SHe didnt go to camp for a week and a jam her finger. She didnt have practice for 2 weeks with a scraped up knee ( all b/c of her), and she didnt even go to tryouts. Thats crap. And she was the one who hurt my chances of even making the vball team in the first place! She was the one being retarded and tripped me at registration and didnt even bother helping me up. All she did was laugh at me. So since she tripped me i couldnt slide. And since i couldnt slide i couldnt dig, and since i couldnt dig i couldnt hit alot of the vballs so then it looks like i cant play at all so then i might not of made the team period. omgosh i am so mad right now. She didnt jam her finger and still play. She didnt dig with a bad knee. She didnt cry 4 times in one day last year thinking she wasnt gonna make the vball team for the next year, and ya know what i did ALL THOSE THINGS AND MORE. OMGOSH SOMEONE SHOOT ME NOW. not cool. so not cool.

Volleyball!

I MADE THE VOLLEYBALL TEAM!!!!!! OMGOSH!!!!! AAHHHH!!!!!!! See I got to school and just dropped my stuff and walked to the gym. Well when I got there it wasnt posted on either doors or the other gym. So I go back and Allison said like 5 mins later lets go see lol. So we went again and Morgan followed us which was ridiculous, and I asked why are u going since u dont play vball? and she goes i'm going where allison is going. How retarded is that? Im like so mad at her. All she wants to do is hang out with Allison and they are NOTHING ALIKE AT ALL. I saved her a seat Tuesday at lunch and lunch was terrible! I had to pick a seat out and everyone was spread out everywhere! So i managed to find a seat and like 7 people came by and they could of sat by me but I said no cause I was saving it for Morgan. Well since the lines were 5 miles long there was like 10 mins left in lunch when she finally got her food, so I was like finally, cause I was tired of saving the seat. So she just looks at me from far away and mumbles shes gonna sit with allison! I was so POED! OMGOSH HOW RUDE IS THAT? I took the time to save her a seat and lots of my friends wanted to sit there next to me and I blew them off for Morgan. That was stupid of me to do that for her. Shes known Allison for like 3 weeks and me since she was 5. That was so mean of her. I AM SO MAD AT HER. And this morning she said hey to me and I didnt look at her cause I was putting my bag on the shelf so I waved backwards at her and someone said she said to them " shes mad at me " well ya know what? I AM. And she only says hi to me once a day and doesnt say anything else to me all day. Well Allison will dump her when she gets tired of her and she'll come crawling back to me cause she wont know anyone else and im gonna say sorry Morgan u blew me off and I have other friends so please dont bother me. I dont care of its mean she was mean to me. Her pants are too tight too cause it makes her butt look bigger. Well back to volleyball. Mrs Heleton had just gotten there when we got to the gym and she posted it, and ALL THE JV MADE IT! Thats 12 people! AAAHHHH!!!!!! Thats way too many people! They should of cut more. like 3 people or something, to make the JV have only likr 9 or 10 people not 12. Thats a whole seperate team my gosh. Well I dont care cause I could of been one of those 3 or 4. We get our uniforms Monday! Thats if they come in and they pass them out. I'm # 1! OMGOSH I HAVE 3 HOTTIES!!!!!!!!!!! AAAHHHH!!!!! Ok one is JD, 2nd is BW, and my 3rd( which is my fave I dont know his name!) I dont know his name! AAHHH!!!! He's real tall, like 6'2 or 6'3, thin, almost black hair or dark brunette, braces, and hes a junior. And Megan is gonna bring me her yearbook from 7th grade for me to see if hes in there so I can find his name. And usually everyday at lunch he sits at the table next to us and today he sat facing me away from the rest of the cafeteria and I HAD PERFECT VIEW OF HIM! AAAHH!!!!! HOTTNESS!!! Hope was right in front of him, and I go Hope dont move ure head! And she sat there for about 5 secs and ate her lunch and moved her mouth but didnt move her head as a joke, then moved it over right in front of him and Jillian did too on purpose. lol. I have the best friends lol. And then after lunch upstairs in the hall, I stood right next to him!!!!!! AAAHHH!!!! YES! Hottness!!!! And I thought he wasnt here today cause he was at his table, but then he comes over to the table near us where u get ketchup and mustard and stuff and I go OMGOSH THERE HE IS! lol! I was physched! And I stopped looking at him so it didnt look like I was staring and Jillian goes Cortney look, and I go no, and she goes Cortney look now. So I took her advice and looked and he was facing opposite of me and I had a buttshot! YES! HOTTNESS!!!! Bootylicious! He has a nice one too, but not as nice as AQUA! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! I MISS HIM SO MUCH! I want him to visit now! wow this is a long journal entry. I havent written like a week though. Well i have to go get my current event. bye.

Boring Day.

I am bored out of my mind. I would like to go to volleyball practice right now cause that means I am doing something. It's early today too. It starts at 3:00-4:30 so it's short today. They gave us a schedule yesterday and it has like 9 games on there and 5 of them are play days which dont count as games i think. And the V schedule is like all the way down the page! Well then they said that from now on there gonna push us harder so this is like tryouts. And they said that from camp all the way up till next week it's been tryouts somewhat. And there gonna post the team Wednesday! AAHHH!!! My name better be on the list or im going to cry forever. Omgosh yesterday my knee killed and I wasnt gonna slide at all and of course yesterday we had to do digging ALL PRACTICE. Well I decided to try it and it hurt so much! I started crying! But i decided to suck it up and dig for the rest of the practice cause I wanna make the team more than ANYTHING! But once I got started it didn't hurt that much. I GOT MY SERVES OVER!!! AAHHH!!!!! We did serving at the very end of practice and I think I served like 12 or 13 times and I got like 9 or 10 of em over! Hard serves too with a flat palm! But the ones I missed were over the net but they got hit out. So I was so happy! I was skipping along for my next turn lol. I got 2 people to take moo to her m/s classes! Jillian has science with her so she said she'd take her and hang out with her, and Kris has art with her and he likes her so he said he'd take her anyway. So I'm happy! yay! Spurling said she might trade lockers with me! yay! She has a top one but she doesnt wanna be next to jim and all those people again lol. So shes gonna look at it and see if she likes it or not. I REALLY dont want a bottom locker! I'm too tall! Ahhh practice is soon I gotta leave in an hour and 15 mins so im gonna go! bye!

Long time no update.

Woah! I have not updated this in 2 months! dude im lazy i know. lol. Well let's see whats happened to me since june 12th. AJ went into rehab. Hope called me and said they had huge bsb news on trl and i started crying before trl even came on. Cried for an hour and a half listening to BSB music. I have taken and I still am taking all the " AJS IN REHAB! HAHAHA!!!! BSB ARE BREAKING UP! " crap. And i'm sure it will continue to come from all my friends and people i dont even know. fun. On a brighter note I lost 12 pds! Yay! And people think I look thinner! Its awesome! I will be thin in 28 more pds! yay! Then i'll get my braces off at xmas (hopefully) and then i'll be cute and thin and tall and blonde and get a b/f! But i'm not gonna press my luck lol. I went to vball camp! Not as fun as I had expected. It was Monday 7pm-10pm and i didn't get done until 10:30 so I didnt get home till 11:00-11:15, had to take the shortest shower I have ever taken and then go to bed and get up at 7 and go tuesday-thursday from 9-10 pm! ALL DAY! But the JV did get 2nd place in the tournament. We played temple and we beat them the day before! We played like poo. But it's ok no big deal. Its not like it counted in the season anyway. Well this week we've had vball practice all this week and we havent had tryouts yet! And were gonna have practice next week too! So i don't even know if were gonna have tryouts, besides everyone already picked their uniform size and # b/c we got completely new uniforms. They are white shirts with blue sleeves. And the sleeves have 2 white stripes on them and the shirt has 2 blue strips on them. And the shorts are blue with 2 white strips, and its gonna say lady bucs on the front with our # and our # on the back. I wanted 99 but we couldnt go over 50 so they called and said I had to pick another # so I gave them 4. I gave them 1, 14, 25, 36. So i'm # 1. Yay! lol. We had registration yesterday at school and our party the day before. Heres the thing. I didnt wanna go to the party and Morgan begged me too so I went and I was gonna spend the night with her and they were gonna take me to registration with them and I was gonna show them around. Well at moo's house we did Richard Simmons workout tapes! lol! It was so funnny! And i finally said " Hey moo, do u ever notice that he has all the same people in all his videos and none of them look any thinner. lol!" we cracked up! Then we went to hardees the next day and went to register. And here are my classes: 1) Girl's Bible (9th and 10th 2gether)2) History 3) Spanish 4) acc. english 5) Algebra 6)Biology 7) girls chorus. Fun fun. I have 1 class with moo! 1! 3 with jillian and tudor! yay! 1 with kelly and emmy and none with spurling and hope! NONE! AAHHH!!!!! Its ok though b/c I didnt have any with Hope last year and she's one of my best friends and we only saw each other before school and during lunch, thats when we talked, so I guess we'll do that again lol. And Spurling HATES Drew now, she like despises him. She already has a new b/f, and he has a new g/f her names Courtney! lol! Well let's see Its gonna be Spurling, Jessica, and Morgan, they are all gonna sit by me at lunch lol. More people! yay! lol I want more friends! I can't ever have enough! yay! We have 13 new people this year too! And theres this hot blonde guy and he's like drew l. all over again lol. But Drew's ALOT cuter. Well when we were at registration me and moo were walking to the middle school and we were walking next to each other and she ACCIDENTALLY ( i think) tripped me! I fell and of course I had to have my ripped jeans on that dont have ANY cloth on my knees. So I fell and I tried to catch myself with my hands but that just scraped my hands. So my entire left knee looks like its bleeding all the time and my elbow is scratched up along with my hands. And now I cant slide in vball! THANK U MORGAN! And then instead of helping me up, she laughed at me. Laughed at me! Mom went upstairs! We were so happy but not as happy as she was! She's washed herself and stuff downstairs but couldnt take a shower, and the first thing she did was take a shower! So now she goes up whenever she wants to! Go mom! She'll start work the 3 week of school. I know she can't wait to drive. Well thats alot of info! Oh by the way I have a stupid BOTTOM LOCKER! AAHHH!!!! I'm too tall to have a bottom locker! I've always had a top! not fair! I won't go there much anyway, so it's not a big deal.

Is it Monday yet?

Ok, it's only saturday. Saturday night. Almost time for bed. Bed=sleep. Sleep=Sunday morning. Sunday morning=BSB day! BSB day=almost monday. Monday=BSB CONCERT!!!!!!!! Ok tomorrow is BSB day. ALL BSB STUFF, to get ready for Monday. BSB videos, all of them, listen to all BSB cds, write I love BSB, currently at 21,439, dance to everybody, read BSB book. LOTS OF BSB STUFF!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Well i'm sleepy, ttyl bye.

Backstreet Boy dream!

AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! I had the best dream last night! I dreamed about Brian Littrell!! AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! aka bsb member. Ok so i'm at one of their concerts and it's after the concert and i'm sitting on something and Brian comes over and I freak! So I said something like I do everything for you or something and he likes that so he stays and we talk for like 45 mins! dude I was stoked! So then AJ's sittin at a table signing autographs and I get in line for that and I was in the back and he leaves! I didn't get his autograph! AHHHHHHH!!!!!! But now I have a fascination with Bri. But it's no biggie, AJ's still my apple pie a la mode lol. I had a dream about Nick and had the fetish with him, then I forget about it and go back to AJ. No big deal. BACKSTREET BOYS in 5 days!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! BAD SEATS BUT I DONT CARE!!!!!!! Well anyway, I started my diet Sunday and i'm starving! lol. but i've lost 3 pds! yes! By my next BSB concert whenever it is, i'll be thin and have my braces off! Yes! AJ will want me then! yes! Well gtg! bye!